A little breakdown...

I had a really bad day today because my fiance and I got into a fight before he left for work. He said some really nasty stuff about me and I kind of snapped. I haven't thought this negatively about myself in a very long time but I tried my hardest not to harm myself and in the end I instead covered my leg with hurtful names I kept calling myself all day.

It was both therapeutic and painful at the same time, but I managed to keep myself from causing some serious harm.

However, my mental state isn't the best today. I was going to post up my PINK yoga pant review but I think I'm going to wait until tomorrow before work, just so I can clear my head. I'm sorry. If anyone reads my posts and is looking for it thank you for your patience.

Chores, chores, and more chores.

I have the entire day off and I have so much work ahead of me today, but it's all good work so I don't mind at all! （＾3＾♪

List of things I have to do today: 

• clean the entire room
• iron-on transfer my Roxy Lalonde cosplay shirt
• put together my mother's day gift
• start on my PINK yoga pant review
• also start on my Aerie sweatpant review
• do some t-shirt recycling on a shirt I got from my grandpa's memorial poker tournament (which ended up getting shut down because it's "illegal gambling")
• finish my John Madden shirt design (printing, ironing on, etc)

List of things I have currently done:

• cleaned out the wax in some leftover candleholders
• thrown more things on the floor than before

My next shift is on Tuesday so I have all this time to myself but Ryan and I are going to do something special on Sunday for my birthday, which was on Wednesday, but you know...he never has anything planned on time.

I promise I'm going to do my reviews soon! I'm a man with a plan. (Plot twist: I'm not actually a man)

Haircut / Cell Phone Novel~

This is my new haircut! I finally got it done a couple of days ago and I am soooo happy with the results! 

Once I get some mousse I'm going to style it a little wavier ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ

But anywho, I got wanted to share that I have a cell phone novel currently on textnovel.com, called I Am God. 

It's been voted up by the author Takatsu, who wrote the most popular text novel in North America: Secondhand Memories! He's really nice and he said he liked how I could capture the simplicity of a cell phone novel so well, even though it's my first one!

If you would like to check it out, you can find it here!

Sweet ponytail ♥

I put my hair up in a high ponytail for what might be the last time, since I'm getting my hair cut this week to a much shorter length. It'll be like I'm cleansing away bad memories and going through a significant change in my life. I'll be a new person when I come out.

Also bonus me trying to take a picture with my phone picture.

Happy Memory Jar

I got an empty bottle from Michael's for like 2 bucks and I decided to fill the bottle with happy memories from this year. It's a really cute way to lift your spirits because the more it fills up the more you realize how good your year has been. At the end of the year you dump them out, read all your precious memories from that year, and start again!

I got a job!!!

I applied for a job where my fiancee works, and I ended up getting in!

They just called me an hour ago!

I've been freaking out about it ever since. I called my mom and my dad to let them know.

Orientation is Friday, supposedly.  ヽ(；▽；)ノ

Introduction

So I guess this is my intro...

But hi! My name is Ally. I'm twenty-one years old, a Taurus, 5'8", and this is my new blog.

This is me at the moment:

I never really had a diary as a kid, so I'm kind of making up for it now.

I turn twenty-one on April 24th. So this blog is kind of my transition into adulthood, if you could really call it that.

I'll be posting stuff about my life's journey. My weight loss (you know, when it happens), recipes of baked goods I make, slice of life stories that happen to me, and reviews of stuff I like i.e. anime, fashion, movies, video games, etc.

If you're interested, I'd love for you to stick around.

PSY Gentleman video!

I just found out that PSY put out an MV for Gentleman! I just watched it and it's seriously great. PSY is the funniest Korean man I've ever seen.  Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

If you feel like watching a video of Koreans being assholes, then this MV is for you~

(No seriously watch it it's hilarious)